Nothing to Blog....(change to few habits of mine)

Most probably because I have a tendency to write things I feel, yet find things I feel not safe to blog, thus not having much material to blog about. Also add the fact that I find most everyday happenings not worth blogging even though I should enjoy every minute of my life even though I'm not enjoying every minute of my life.

Hmm..I am my own shrink. How cost effective.

I haven't checked my previous post so I haven't an inkling how long since I posted (I could check rather easily but since when wasn't I a lazy type? Let's just assume it was quite a while back...) Ok, so this fat bum lazy boy has nothing to blog about except how he is trying to think positive over things that aren't so positive..Looks like I need something else to type today...

Let's talk about my habits then...


1) Small mechanical devices, shun me! - I have a tendency to destroy small devices, if that's what I should call it. For example, the remote control is usually one item that get's wrecked by me. I like to toy with the battery compartment by opening and closing the lid until a time when the lid falls off and goes missing, or the lid falls off and goes missing. Usually that happens when I'm not around but due to my constant opening and closing of the lid it tends to lose it's simple 'lock' attribute no thanks to wear and tear. Also the following things should be kept out of my idle hands; Pens with springs, torchlights, tupperwares, small toys (you have no idea how many toy cars I've wrecked.. Explains why I don't drive?) and a host of other small items which should fit the bill.

2) Laughing when I should cry - Well, not just crying, but anger, frustration, dissapointment and a host of other negative feelings. I laugh when I experience them. Not so much because I am sadistic and evil (which, I don't deny I am...capable of) but more to the fact that I've grown so accustomed at not being able to show those emotions that I channel them all into smiles and laughter. Nobody minds seeing a smile you see. They do find it annoying when I laugh hysterically at the most ridiculous mishaps so the hyena like laughter is reserved for the most improbable turn of events like erm, like, slipping and falling, a bad knock to the joints, a broken glass/plate, spilling something somewhere, misplaced keys, etc.. Things most people get to shout and scream..I laugh. Really. I do eventually or sometimes show real anger, but due to lack of practice (hehehe, yes, even showing anger needs practice) I seem to no longer be able to show a kind of anger that would worry/scare anyone off. Sad, since no one will be taking me seriously soon (if not already now).

3) Playing the Balancing Role - You see, if it isn't already obvious ( for those few who actually come back and read me rant about me..), I am actually as negative a person as anyone can be.. (Ok, I haven't committed suicide, not attempted it, so I am not as negative until I am dead..) But, when I am in a discussion or when I am talking to someone, I tend to play the other role; If you're a positive person I will throw in negative comments; If you're feeling down I'll try to help you get your spirits up (NOTE: TRY) I don't know why I do it, or if everyone else does it, but I don't seem to have a consistent stand on things. The only thing I try to consistent on is the right for each individual to decide what they want to do in life..But even that it's getting harder and harder these days to NOT attempt to influence another person to do something that I feel is right, or that the action/decision benefit myself to some extent.

4) Fixing Other's language - Well, most of the time it's English, since it's what I think in, speak with and write in. The only problem is that, my English is merely passable at best. Add that to the high number of people who dislike being corrected on the spot/email this habit have a tendency to get me in people's bad books. But I don't want to stop doing this, for I believe I'm simply doing others a service (yeah right, I BELIEVE THAT.....)

5) The number 7 - I just like it..You've got a problem with that?? (now, how do I find 7 habits of mine that won't get me into hot soup???)

Looks like I can't for the moment. I'll probably come back and add somemore habit in the future...Yeah, I like reading my own posts and would come back ot this one sometime in the future.....If I remember......