No post for so long....why???

I've noticed that I have had nothing much to write about myself ever since I've decided not to write about my feelings. I have been writing about them, just that their in another blog (those who know me well would be able to find that blog...).

So, as it turns out, my thoughts now are very much inclined to emotions, so I continue to have nothing to write here..

So Updates it will be then:

Have resumed playing Anachronism CCG, though my sucky dice rolls have cost me way too many games. Hopefully I'd be able to improve my luck in the future.

Have decided that by February, in my living conditions don't change, I will change it personally...(wonder if this is an update, after all).

Uh, too tired to do much more considering it's 7.42pm and I'm still at work..

Boring, boring, me....

Extended nothings.....

couldn't think of how to tilte this post, therefore I chose to word what I would say to explain my lack of updates.

1) New Year came and gone. Went to a colleague's house on New Year's eve, spent the whole time watching fooball instead while the other people played blackjack. Nothing much else happened...since there were only single men, the women all came as partners...

2) Played 2 hours of futsal yesterday. Had a cracking good time, scored 3 goals and did quite a number of dribbles. I guess I can do some random burst of speed, however my shot power and accuracy is way, way, off. Still, in company of game lovers and not game players, I guess I fare quite well. Hope to do this more often so that I can play better in the upcoming competition in my company.

3) Mood is extremely low these days. Made some impulse purchase of card games just to sate my poor emotions. Hate that phrase, "that won't keep me warm at night". What's wrong with just a good, heavy, blanket!!??? (depression obviously looming).

4) Actually had my first.....wait, can't say this yet...Give me a few months, and one of my "to do" list items should be completed.

5) You know what, I think my heart likes to be in pain. No amount of trying by my brain to get it out of situations seems help. I forsee a hear attack in like, say, 5 years, tops? Not often you find a person foreseeing it's own demise, eh? Wait, it's just a heart attack, not a life ending one!!

6) I can't take my workload anymore. I use to have a breather everytime my boss goes on extended leave, however with 2 bosses, I'm never getting that breather. I need a new job, and fast!

I don't expect to be able to update much for the next couple of weeks. Will have a lot of personal and external demons to fend off.....May I survive a better man.