What I haven't been doing:

1) Driving
2) Building Wrestling Decks
3) Updating my Resume
4) Summing up effort and courage for the.....next..
5) Composing (hmm, should really be doing this and not all those hours playing PC games)
6) Going to the movies...

I know it's an imperfect list, but I can't find a '7' that's worth mentioning...

What I have been doing, on the other hand.....:

1) Playing online/multiplayer games....Bad bad bad....But but but......(DOTA!!!!)
2) Following European Football like it's the only reason I'm alive...Ok, not as fanatical, but as bad as can be without being fanatical (i.e. I won't stay up at 3am in the morning just to catch a semi-finals match...But if Liverpool is in the final, I.....nevermind..)
3) Trying to own a house....Though bad luck has it no banks will loan me money, sob...

Wow, can't even find the fourth thing I'm doing....What a ridiculously boring existence....Not that there's anything wrong with that.....hahaha....

Random post huh?

Of Romantic Movies....

A quick aside....I noticed that most (if not all) the romantic movies that I find nice are actually those where the female protagonist is one with wit, intelligence and more common than not, 'strong-willed'. (shall not also highlight pleasing to the eye too!)

The funny thing is, I haven't had the good fortune to actually know such a female in my life, not so much to be romantically involved with (those reading this blog often enough should know that never happens with me) but to at least know they truly exist.

I guess they probably do in more established planes, i.e. one of the rich and famous, or one of the extremely intelligent circle. However, for folks like the me, we only get to know such beautiful creatures in the movies, which gives them an even more angelic mien since only in our dreams do they exist.

I wish I am living in my dreams rather than reality then....

On another side note, here's Evanescence's Good Enough:

Under your spell again,
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand,
I can't say no to you....
Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly,
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel...Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence,
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind,
I can't say no to you...
Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely,
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel good enough,
I feel good enough...
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall,
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough...
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

I can imagine being in this position with one of those angels.....