Nothing to write...

So will just blabber a few lines and count it an entry. For those expecting a proper update on my life, sorry...

Recently I have come to realised that I have found little interest in songs today. Back 12 months, I would generally chose a song every 2-3 months to learn up (the lyrics only, btw) as an effort to increase my repertoire. However, since Evanescence (and even this is an album like 3-4 years ago), I have found little that interest me. And this despite me going to work in a car nigh daily, having the radio on for 45-50 minutes each day...Sad, isn't it?

Erm, looks like I'm running out of ideas...(better check what i've already written...)
Sob...I have nothing to wirte about..

I'm bored!!!

A little Ego Boost...

2 comments, another via email.....

It's nice to know I'm not the only person reading my own blog...Yes, I know, it's sad to say that i ma my own reader...I actually quite enjoy reading my own blog, mostly because of the memories I associate with the entries. And yes, I do have a lot of memories & emotions associated with my blog entries.

So for those of you who are reading, do feel free to comment. I may not respond to them accordingly, though maybe I should, but it's nice to know someone out there reads my silly rants. Sometimes not so silly, but most of the time, truly silly.

Back to work.

Weekend Wedding

Most recently I have been troubled by my biological clock. However, since the beginning of the week, I have ceased to have these crazy thoughts and well, safe to say I'm temporarily cured. Whoever that said that men don't have their, ahem, monthly cycles lied. We just don't have them in such a scientifically reseached manner.

I was at a Malay wedding last weekend; Actually took the trouble to drive 3 hours/300KM just to be at a dinner reception that lasted 2 hours.. The main attraction was the supposed appearance of the crown prince of Pahang (that's a state in Malaysia) as well as the Sultan himself. Guess what? They both no show....Sad. The highest ranking person was the second son of the Sultan of Pahang.

The wedding took place in a hall, with a capacity of about 1000 persons. While the decorations were truly remarkable, candles, gold, silk, etc...The food was......common. Unlike the standard Chinese weddings, the food was displayed on each table wrapped in plastic so that people don't eat until the time is right (which is about 9.45pm???) And since there's only so much space in a table of eight, you can imagine how much food and variety is available. For those who are imagination challenged (can't seem to get this right), we had 1 chicken, 1 beef, 1 Acar (preserved vege), 1 vegetarian curry and desert. That's it. Thank god I didn't go all this way for the food.

The only consolation would be that being in Kuantan, I had the opportunity to buy really nice salted fish for my mom, and somewhat fitting for a Mother's Day present?? (Yes, call me El' Cheapo)...

Pissed with...

myself..

Been feeling rather bad about myself as I am seeing many others in my company, less senior than me, overtaking me in the corporate ladder. Pissed because I am progressing slowly, more pissed that I am pissed.

OK, not making much sense, I know, but I've always accepted that I am not up to this corporate ladder clombing. Don't like the politics, don't like the lies. (nothing against the money though, haha!) So I have been through this myself, over and over again, how I am not ready for this progression, at least in a people leader function. So I shouldn't feel bad that others have progressed ahead of me because of this. I shouldn't.

But I am. And that pisses me off. If anyone who ever knows me were to tell me I need help, I agree. But shrinks are just to expensive for me. So maybe one day my alternate personalities will finally manifest, and take over....At least I can then blame myself for my own shortcomings (not that I'm not already doing so.).

Ah, feeling sorry for oneself...Such a nice thing to do....Back to work....

Age is catching up on me!!

I even asked some friends if they wanted to go Karaoke today. They didn't reply, though, so I'll be trudging back through some really nasty Friday traffic only to go home and eat, sleep, and play PC games....Did I mention I'm 28???

I tell you, eventually I might actually ask random people to movies!! Now, if ths was done by someone in their late teens or early twenties, it shows boldness and courage. At my age, it shows desperation!!!

Arrgggghhh.. Why am I writing this???

Ok, so it's becoming increasingly obvious that my biological clock is pushing my limits..I know i'll crack eventually, just hope that when I do, there's actually someone there that's worth it...

He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...He he...I'm going cuckoo...

About Conspiracy Theories...

For those who have read my Blog before, you'd know tht at some point I coined a conspiracy theory with reference to my workplace.

I'd like to say now that the conspiracy theory has failed to materialised, and that all components to the theory were accurate only until half way. Since then, I have moved jobs, some other guy has taken over my role, and the girl who's supposed to be the 'preferred' choice is now poised to join another team. No more powerpoints to run for you....

I'm glad I was wrong....Maybe not that glad, but still...I mean, of the 2 persons who were suppose to benefit from this 'theory' both are now still doing ok....So no harm really done...

So now it's time to move on to another conspiracy theory....Now, where's my black book?

Redang's over

And boy, was it BBBBOOOOOORRRIIINGGGG....

Ok, so there were girls in (not less than) bikinis...Beach was sandy white and crystal clear waters....

But the group I went with didn't have the...."factor" so I ended up sleeping early at night. I also forgot to bring a recorder, which would have entertained me for a couple of minutes....haha..

I also couldn't snorkel properly since my nose kept on getting water (even with the mask) and I still had problems with large body of water....

All it needed was that certain someone....Holy shite....My clocks screaming like hell and I'm still not in any position to provide.....

Lightning strike me down!!!!! Save me from my misery......



On lighter note, what's life without (false) hopes and (unachievable) dreams???